are almost completely estranged from reality, my days are gusts of wind. I do not understand people, and people do not understand me, the logic escapes of one another. I searched several times in any reflective surface these days, to verify that you had not become invisible. By class, no one notices me and every concrete thing on my arrival remains unchanged: they are dead? No, there is a window on my face.
day of my classmates made fun of a smaller girl who is put together with a guy in my class. Criticized his way of being, very mild, and the fact that speaks rarely and then have several solutions that are lean. Ultimately, they defined a perfectly normal person and empty, devoid of personality. All this no longer surprises me anymore, but I was wondering if these are the inevitable people with whom I live, people who judge a girl just because she is shy and spoke little, accusing her of not having character. I believe that if someone decides to shut up because you're doing everyone a favor, and frankly, I prefer someone who mind their own business, rather than a hen who grins all the time making public his tragedies of the series' My mother did not makes me go out Saturday night. 'Then of course there are those who have nothing to say but difficult to give up ... they talk. Then, at least in my class, shall be heard Only if you say bullshit.
All this makes me angry, that does not manifest itself in various scenes, but simply in the rejection of food. Probably now I do it automatically, with certain individuals because you can not express in words. In my case, words are not enough, even if I tried to explain why no one would understand (so no one asks me anything, you are already tired). So my obvious discomfort slimming increasingly, increasingly, more and more.
if it's only the social environment in which they are inserted to cause these sayings, maybe I put too abbanstanza well.
if it's only the social environment in which they are inserted to cause these sayings, maybe I put too abbanstanza well.
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