Friday, March 11, 2011

What Percentage Of Women Have Brazilian




The only place I am comfortable at this moment, is the bathroom of a train dirty and dark, with half the bulb burned out and his buzz that gives the place a strange stillness and eternal. A ferret enjoys playing with my insides, my lungs, my stomach, my heart-and my thoughts.
Today I was to call home and let me come to take, because the psychologist told me that if I feel the urge to commit suicide or harm from me I have to call someone immediately. And at school I'm alone, I have no one to talk about it. In the end I do not know where I've found the strength to keep from crying, the power to hold their heads high, make the verification of history, then the physics and accept an invitation to dinner at Japanese restaurant. I even ran the risk of going to McDonald. Riuscta are not eating just because I like sushi ... 7 pieces in all. I'm not worried because the East has so many fatty foods.
There were people with whom I had absolutely nothing to do, but I went there because I had asked a person who I consider quite interesting because I love Japanese food. I was outraged by the common reasoning of adolescents and I realized how naive I am, in a sense, without blemish. I felt inappropriate, too invade .... All these years I was locked in a bell jar and every time I try to stay out of the smog intoxicated meaningless words, gossip, vulgar and ugly attitudes. This is also the reality of most of the boys and girls my age, but not mine. Along the way back I felt guilty towards myself thinking, "but that people are going to waste time ?"... is positive that I ate sushi and at least now I have confirmation of what some individuals are hopelessly filthy. And person means a person filthy dirty in the depths of soul.
And nobody had the courage to ask why I became anorexic.

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